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scattered and random

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 01:04:23 GMT

well. its monday.

its so weird without you. i can hardly stand it.
a lot of things are pretty crummy.
and to think that you just want me to "let you go?"
thats nearly impossible. it hurts too f*n bad.

you don't want anything to do with me, that's alright. you're not the only one.

i need some lady time.
who is with me?

kiley is back to school.
caitlin is miles away.

i take a different route and you still come my way.

i made some new friends who i absolutely adore.
friday night was fun. let us party again.

president bush is going to be in parkville on friday? what??

just some random scattered thoughts...

"cupofjo, get a cup of this."

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 01:15:37 GMT

oh goodness!
classes started today.
one step closer to disney world.
i feel sooo great!
i have been seeing matthew a lot more.
pretty sure i can't live without him.
i saw alvin and the chipmunks. it was so cute.
i liked it a lot. :) wooo!

oh and p.s.
why did i even waste my time?
it's so funny.
i can't help but laugh while thinking about it.
its so random. holy moly.

i just wanted to play some wii.
or go to sleep. neither one worked out. HA!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Thu, 10 Jan 2008 04:55:36 GMT

wow, things can change thats for sure.
but one thing will always be the same.
its amazing. its surreal. its different.
i just want to go to dinner with you.
watch movies. cuddle, snuggle, and smuggle.
forget everything and run away.
i want to watch your every move next to me.
see if it will ever go away.
i try to wash it off..
it won't go away.
ive said it a million times- "i love you."
and i mean it too.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 23:48:26 GMT

um wow..
i guess thats all i got.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 23:20:23 GMT

Goals for 2008:
Work my BUTT off at Disney, be the BEST intern anyone has ever seen!
Gain independence.
Learn new things about myself.
Work on my relationships: friends, family, and with Matthew.
Prioritize, get motivated and be confident in school.
Start my second tattoo.
Have more me-time.
Scrapbook and start new layouts.
Save money and budget.
Pay off my credit card!!
Break my bad habits.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:02:50 GMT

Hell-o.
I am so excited.
Other than the fact that I just bought my first luxurious item.. My wonderful macbook.
I am done with FINALS!!
Thank goodness. This semester was CRAZY!!
I completed 58 hours and now I'm a junior. Sweeeet.
In this past semester, I:
took 19 credits,
had two jobs,
made as much time as I could with my friends and family,
got my first tattoo,
and accepted an awesome internship at Disney World.
Which by the way I will be moving in three months.
These three months are going to go super fast.
Please make plans accordingly.
Plans to come visit me, that is.
I will need all the company I can get.

I am so ecstatic.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 21:35:10 GMT

i am in macbook heaven.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Wed, 05 Dec 2007 13:56:45 GMT

ah, its amazing how life can just turn around within a twenty four hour period.
there is hope. i believe in it. most importantly i believe in Him.
i am skipping class again today... no need for me to be there.
matthew and i are doing a lot better!! i see him tomorrow! that makes me really excited.
i miss caitlin.
i have been looking at apartments in orlando, fl lately. so many neat ones.
i cant wait to be down there... for my five month getaway.
this shall be fun.
school is almost OVER!! thank God!!

Monday, December 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 00:44:02 GMT

well, life sucks right now!
nothing new..

Monday, November 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Nov 2007 16:38:54 GMT

Random...
I am really not with it anymore. I just need to vent.
It sucks! I just want this semester to be over with. School is a drag.
Disney is on my mind and I am freaking out. I know once this semester is over, time is going to fly by so fast. Oh wait, it has already flown by... Can we say four months? Four months until I leave for f'n Disney.
Am I ready? Probably not. Do I want to go? Hell yeah.
I am stressed beyond belief. To the point that I am sick.
Oh btw- This weather sucks. ((edit:)): its in the 50s today. I want to go to the park.
((Whenever I am with you, I am really happy.)) Your family rules.
I want to get another tattoo. I'm obsessed. My hello kitty tat rocks. Hopefully before I leave for Disney I will have extra money to get it. Wesley is the best tattoo artist. I guess I am being biased because I haven't had another person ink me. All I know I am **super duper** happy that I found him!
Plane tickets... Anyone know where I can find good deals or cheap flights??... I need a few for my family and friends when they come see me... Oh by the way, you want to come to Disney?? Come stay with me... I'm begging you... Anybody... I will be super lonely. It will be a cheap super fun trip. Are you sold?  Hope so.
Christmas is just around the corner... Ah, don't remind me. Nobody at home is in the christmas spirit. Hopefully after this Clay Aiken concert tonight I will be in the mood for the holidays. I know I know I know... Lame-O.  But don't make fun of me... Promise?
Honestly, the only thing I can think of is Disney World. Never in my life have I had this great of an opportunity. But why do I feel this way?
I am sick of getting the guilt trip... Alllll the freakin time.
I want to get outta town. Brat Pack. ((CMB))

Wow, much needed entry, I just rambled.. But it felt great.